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Her Royal Highness

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Princess M

=JML=

Royal Note
Welcome to my World...

It's okay if you hate me.
It's a case of mind over matter.
I don't mind and you don't matter.

Just so you know...

Royal Gossips



Royal Associates

?Calista
?Calista Ng Tian Tian
Justina Low
?LimHiu
?Sandie (WeiFen)
?Sarah
?ShiYa
?STEPHanie
?Suet Mei

?Professional Make Up
?Fashology
?Lavender Closet
?Pretty Jewellry

?G4 Station
?Resorts World Singapore
?Singapore Kids Places

?Heroes
?Celebrity WTFs



Royal WishList

Electronics:
-Apple iPad2
-Sony Vaio Notebook

A Girl's Needs:
-Spa & Massage Package
-Perfume
Chanel

-Chanel Bag
Entertainment:
-Kakuro/Puzzle Books
-The Cheetah Girls DVDs
The Cheetah Girls
The Cheetah Girls 2

The Cheetah Girls: One World

-CSI(All) DVD (Full Series)
-Charmed DVD (Full Series)

Travel the World:
-Bali
-Hong Kong
-Manila
-Tioman
-New York
-London
-Perth
-Las Vegas
-Bangkok
& the REST of the world!!

My other Fantasies:
-Degree from Switzerland
-Driving Licence
-Surname Tattoo
-Learn Spanish
-Learn French
-Learn Tango/Dance
-Learn the Piano


Royal Secrets

Princess Diaries

May 2008

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July 2008

August 2008

September 2008

October 2008

November 2008

December 2008

January 2009

February 2009

March 2009

April 2009

May 2009

June 2009

July 2009

August 2009

September 2009

January 2010

July 2010

August 2010

October 2010

April 2011

May 2012


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Fear of Change
Friday, July 31, 2009

Change is coming...

And I'm afraid...

Ever since coming back from Malaysia,
been feeling pretty depressed...

AND OMFG!!!
I found out tt i've spent SGD$600 in Malaysia!!!!
NOT inclusive of Leo's spendings yet!!!
+ spent about $2K plus total for the month of July...
Its ok if i knew where the money went...
but HOLY COW i don't even know what i spent on!!!!

Monday:
Spoke to Leo at night...
He's such the sweetest!!
He picked me up and we went to Backyard Bistro to just drink away...
I just cried a lot...

Tuesday:
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*All that crying has made my eyes look funny... =.=*
Met up with Beatrice darling..
She brought me for High Tea at Orchard Hotel =)
Thanks babe!!
My turn soon!!

Yoga in the evening with Jackie =)
Went for Hot yoga..
We wanted to do Body Combat after too but got kinda lazy =.=!
Went for the steam bath instead before showering..

IndoChine after..
It was unplanned but we had so much to talk about we decided on grabbing a drink after an hour at MacDonalds =P
*Love u babe!!*

Wednesday:
Driving in the morning....
I've no idea how i'm gonna pass my test if up til now i still keep stalling!!! =.=

Went over to StarHub for a little while after =)
Kinda miss my desk...
but happy i don't need to answer calls anymore!! =)

Met Jeremy after..
I asked him to come up to my place coz i was to lazy to go out..
Signed my insurance stuffs..
Then talked about having a BBQ at Leo's this weekend..
*Yipesss ... DIET DIET DIET*
But can't wait to see everyone =)

Over to Maxwell in the evening,
had my Manila travel advisory...

My flight is confirmed...
to meet up at 7am on the 26th at the airport...
*Excited*..
We were briefed on the training and the living arrangements..
180+people...
They got us Condo apartments...
5 people to a 2-bedroom apartment...

I hope things work out well =)

After the advisory,
went to G4 to chat Leo up...
Manila is drawing closer...
I'm really missing all my friends hard...
Cried again...
I dunno how to put what i feel in words....

Leo says i should be happy with what i have..
A loving family,
A great son,
A pending divorce
(yes it is something to be happy about actually),
Awesome friends
and A Fantastic career..
And I am...

He just doesn't seem to understand that my fears come from my lack of confidence in myself...
I'm afraid of losing friends...
I've been thru different groups who fade away after time...
I really want Leo and Steph to stay..
Call me selfish but i want to keep them til i'm old and dying....
I'm afraid that i've no time for them that they'll leave me...
I don't doubt them..
I'm doubting myself..

Leo says he is different and he'll always be there..
He says drifting is normal coz we will get caught up with our own daily lives..
But he says we'll always be friends =)
He said:
"Friends will always be together even if they don't always meet..
It's like a long distance relationship but even better coz there are no break ups..."
I wun say friendships have no breakups but I'm glad to hear him say that =)

Thurday:
Met Alphonsus for lunch at The Buffet...
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Movie "HangOver" at Tiong Bahru after...

Met an old friend at Citibank after...
He used to be my Kor and he was always there when i needed him =)
It was ultra funny coz he noticed Alphonsus and not me...
And Alphonsus did not remember him at first...
And i was like "Eii.. WeiJie?!!?!?!?"
And he called out my name in such a "OMG i dun believe it" kinda way...
LoL!!

Home to rest before heading to Jackie's place at 8pm..
She needed help with some CD burning...
Didn't manage to get it done in the end..
Almost fell asleep too..
Sorry i wasn't much help babe...
Hope u're enjoying Bali now!! =)

Friday:
Spent the whole day at home!! =)
MommyDearest stayed home too coz she's not well...
*Get well soon Mommy*

Can't wait for tmr's gathering =)

Oh and i've been so busy..
Joshua had to remind me my birthday is coming..
No plans for it..
Too broke and too tired...
Probably have a quiet dinner with the family...

Anyone wanna sponsor a party for me?? =P